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♥ Tuesday, August 9 ♥
to Dan,i meant it when i said you lost me... and yes,i'm happy. couldnt be anymore happier.. this happiness,i've never felt in a long while... emotionally happy... somethin that had been missing all these while.. been searchin all along.... but i never found it with you.. tt is why i said,"i wished i was happier"... and you could only tell me.. "find someone who can make you happier lor" a reply u always gave.. all i wanted was a lil more assurance.. but u never tried... and yes..i still stuck with you.. hopin that somehow, i'd be happier each day... but i felt miserable... and i thought i could pull thru.. seekin assurances from friends, hopin they'd tell me its fine.. but they gave the same reply. i brushed them off... tryin hard to deceive myself that it was all well... and i guess u took what i said lightly.. when i told u right from the start tt i wont go back if we broke up.. thou i did,but the feeling's gone.... and i feel differently.. and i think you felt it.. coz i'm tired dan, i really am... i find no meaning anymore.. all i ever wanted was you to show u care a lil more... but actions speak louder den words.... i guess its too late... and like i said... "win my heart back".. but u nv replied.. but the sudden showering of "a lil love" from you... didnt have the same effect on me anymore... like we always say.. 'you realised that you really cherish something only when you lost them' i dunno if you feel this way.. i wished i could turn back time.... but i'm sorry i cant.... i'm letting you go..... its painful, but it cant be dragging anymore... i am sorry........ cheryl  left her thoughts ♥ 11:28:00 AM
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